confession

hi my name is v. this is the hardest thing for me to admit, but i'm around surrounded by friends. your support means so much.

(deep breath)

i am a bachelor show addict.

ok, i know this isn't really news. . b/c i've talked about bachelor nights with VK and drinking games based on stupid, repetitive things that the contestants say.

in any case, i recently found out that the season had already started. last night while i was browsing on line, i discovered that the full episodes were viewable on ABC's website. so i snuggled into bed and started watching. . and after episode one, i told myself, just 15 more minutes. then somehow episode 2 flew by. then episode 3.

ahh. . why do i love it so? perhaps it's the romantic in me that somehow believes that crazy things can happen and people can truly find love in weird ways (no matter how fabricated and surreal. or, maybe it's just the fact that i am a voyeur and somehow enjoying all the awkward moments in dating and interpersonal relationships and seeing people reveal things about themselves through slight expressions and behavior. it's like watching a train wreck sometimes, just can't look away.

anyways, it was a great kick off to a "v is going to relax and do whatever she wants" day off. today i'm going to the gym, do a little shopping, hole up in a tea house and do some reading and internet surfing. what a beautiful thing.