in memory of a great man

i just learned that my advisor has passed away. he has been suffering from lung cancer for some time now, the final stages have been very difficult. in a way, his passing may be a blessing- an end to his physical suffering.


i think i have been in denial about his condition for quite some time now- and have dealt with it by simply not dealing with it. and now i feel a terrible sense of loss.


often with death, social norms dictate that we should overlook an individual's shortcomings and only reflect on their good qualities. with my advisor, there is no need, because there are actually no shortcomings- only wonderful and remarkable qualities.


for you see, he is perhaps the greatest man i have ever met. exceedingly brilliant yet humble and always gracious and kind. he is an advisor that a graduate student could only hope for- supportive, wise, and patient.


he touched the lives of students, researchers, staff, etc. he was never too busy to help someone in need, to spend hours of his time to talk to a student or read his paper, etc. he saw the good in people and was not afraid to praise it.

i am filled with sadness. my only consolation- is knowing that while his life was too short- he lived a full life filled with many admirers and loved ones, and accomplished more than what most men could in 10 lifetimes.